but i just realized that i have been having the idea of changing my name for a long time

when i was 6 i asked my mum if i could name myself alice

and when i was 10 i was so in love with manon and nina that i told people they were my middle names… i did this for years…

and then i got attached to alice again when i was 15… i introduced myself as alice to people on tumblr..

not gonna lie, i had a “remus” phase

and now i have several in mind but wow so it really was there all of my life it’s not just a recent mood thing… i have been blind