aaaaah I went to see a play that I really looked forward too, but turns out there was a lot of suicide talk and I couldn’t appreciate the play because I was just so fucking triggered

thanks for ruining this for me, depression

thabks everyone, dont habe the energy to answer everyone individual messages just yet but:

i cant find a helpline that works in my country, but believe me i trier very hard

im gonna try and throw my blades out of the window. wont solve evetyting but at least there will be no deadly weapon in my room

me : boy this sure is pretty tough

my depression, who is the biggest drama queen and have never heard of the word chill in her entire life : you know what would solve this? Death™

guess who’s infamous transphobic disphoria-inducting bitch of a drama teacher is back

spoiler alert it’s mine and i want to kill myself

Ugh, your therapist sounds awful. I don’t know if you have the resources find someone better but at least remember that there are people out here who hear you and hope you don’t hurt yourself!

i do plan to find a new one soon!

i’m trying to remember that, all the time. it’s just difficult sometimes. but dont worry, i know i post some pretty dark things on here but i wont actually kill myself

well i had one crazy day

jk-destroyed-our-best-gay-ships:

guess who is going to spend an entire weekend in the dreadful misgendering drama club?

really feel like jumping out of the window right now

everything i get when i type out for “trans helplines” are ones for lgb+ people

guess i’ll just… stay alone

guess who is going to spend an entire weekend in the dreadful misgendering drama club?

really feel like jumping out of the window right now

okay so i just had a nightmare where i woke up from a 2 months long coma after i tried to kill myself and i’m pretty this cant be a good sign