my life is horrible and i hate everything

jk-destroyed-our-best-gay-ships:

well, any hope i had of feeling better once i was back at school and around my friends all the time vanished.

my drama class has always been one of my best sources of comfort, the 3 to 5 hours a week where i just felt nice

and now im skipping it bc my teacher keeps insisting that we have to act in a feminine way, and really play on our “womanhood”… can you feel me exploding with dysphoria?

so anyway i know if i go im just gonna either cry in front of everyone or just curl up in a ball and ignore everything

but if i just keep skipping classes im going to fail my finals and not graduate

so now a thing i really love has been ruined and everything sucks

so i dont know what to do. probably just cry.

update : the situation just got even worse. honestly i dont know how im gonna go back to class