Étiquette : my fic

Angsty wolfstar with 8, 11, 29? Only if you want to, of coyrse

8 – “You hide in jokes and sarcasm, but I can see how broken you are”

29 – “You can lie to yourself but you can’t lie to me.”

(i already did 11, so i decided not to include it? sorry, i just had more inspiration with combining the other two. also apparently im really going with that whole new writing style, huh. nice)

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Masks. They were all there ever were to see. Remus Lupin was a man of secrets, and every single one of them piled up until the blur that was his truth lied invisible to everyone, even Remus himself.

“You hide in jokes and sarcasm, but I can see how broken you are.” Sirius’ voice felt soft and secure, but Remus knew the words meant threat. No one could see what was in between those masks, those thousands of lies that protected him.

“You can lie to yourself, but you can’t lie to me.” The softness, again. Remus’ firm faith in his parents’ advice to never let others know faltered. Sirius’ voice was intoxicating, like a poison running through the cracks in his shield of acting and lying and pretending.

After all, he didn’t even know who was this “him” he wanted to protect.

22. “How long do we have?” because I can see this going in so many different directions and I’m curious to see which direction you take it.

(thank you! this isnt my usual style, but im actually quite fond of it)

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Sirius gently pressed Remus’ hand. “How long do we have?”

“He’ll be back in half an hour.” Remus’ voice was determined and firm. “And he’ll probably be in a bad mood, so let’s make the most of it.”

Sirius nodded, and quickly wrapped his arms around Remus’ waist. He brought their lips together, and soon their kiss became more heated. They moved to the bedroom, knowing full well they would have to rush every caress, every word and sound, every gesture of love, for their love lived on borrowed time, and being caught would result in death.

They were aware that the oh-so-short timeframes which restricted their growing, blossoming love would soon left them feeling claustrophobic, but despair can lead a man to the less wise decisions. For now, their passion would take over the oppresive weight of their daily life, and every touch would break them free.

hey for prompts could you do #21 please? thank you!! ❤️💙💛💚

21 – “You’re too good for this world”

you didnt ask for any particular pairings, so im doing Jegulus!

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Regulus streched his sore muscles, smiling as the sun rays hit his face. Yesterday’s trip in the woods to collect more potion ingredients had left him quite tired and achy, as his body wasn’t as lean and fit as it once were, in his youth.

“Morning honey!” James pushed the door and gently put down a breakfast tray on the the bed. He leaned forward and kissed his husband on the nose. “I went to buy you that pie from next door’s baker you like. Thought about cooking you something myself, but I predicted you wouldn’t feel like eating burnt toast after the day you had yesterday.”

Regulus smiled, lids still only half opened. “You’re too good for this world, you know that?”

James laughed soundly. “I dare you to say that to literally anyone who knows me. I think Lily might actually try to check for confusion spells.”

“She’s just jealous because she knows if she had dated you in Hogwarts, she’ll be waking up to a fabulous breakfast too. Now shut up and kiss me.”

James happily obliged.

For the prompts :wolfstar and « please don’t leave me » <3

(thank you! this was fun to write even if i dont usually write or read ootp era)

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Sirius clenched his fist tighter around the bottle in his hand. Tears were gathering in his eyes. He wasn’t certain if he should scream or sob.

“Please don’t leave me…” His voice was trembling, either with fury or tears. He wished for fury.

Remus averted his eyes. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, my love, I hate this as much as you do, but I have no choice, Dumbledore needs me to talk to the packs and…”

The name felt like a sudden trigger, unleashing all of his rage.

“Screw Dumbledore!” he yelled. “We don’t own him shit. He’s the one who locked me away in that god awful house that I hate, he’s the one who sent Harry away, he’s the one who forced you to go back with Greyback even after everything he did to you!” A sob escaped, but once again his anger overtook and he yelled again. “And yet you’re still following him around, obeying him like you’re his good pet werewolf! You abandon me every fucking time he asks you to, because you’re a fucking traitor, Remus!”

He was immediately silenced by the weight of the word that he had dared to use. Remus turned his back on him and walked to the door.

“You’re drunk, Sirius. I’ll be back in three days if nothing goes wrong. No owls.” And with that, he went away.

The only Option – TimeyWimeyGirl – Harry Potter – J. K. Rowling [Archive of Our Own]

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Harry Potter – J. K. Rowling
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter
Characters: Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter
Additional Tags: LGBTQ Themes, LGBTQ Character of Color, Latino Character, Español | Spanish, Getting Back Together, Break Up, past break up, Pregnancy, Secrets, Honestly it’s a mess, Drama, Trans Character, a-spec character, demi romantic!sirius, Demi romantic, Aromantic, Lack of Communication, Trust Issues, Angst with a Happy Ending

Summary

4 years after their break up, Sirius and Remus meet again, by accident. Sirius isn’t sure if he wants to know more about Remus’ secrets…

LOOK AT ME I FINISHED A FIC AND I ACTUALLY REALLY LIKE IT

all reads and comments are super appreciated, since it might get me in the mood to write another fic or to finally continue other ones… wer’re getting off track.

thanks to @nachodiablo and @i-named-my-cactus-albert for the betaing, and to @myhamsterisademon for the spanish translations ! without them this work would probably not exist or be totally crappy.

The only Option – TimeyWimeyGirl – Harry Potter – J. K. Rowling [Archive of Our Own]