Étiquette : marauders era

trans james potter

  • 6 years old james who tells his parents he is actually a boy. they think it is just a joke or a game first, but after some time they realize he is very serious and asks him if he wants to change his pronouns. 6 years old james happily agrees.
  • 7 years old james who chooses his new name and throws away all his dresses because even if boys can wear dresses too he hates it and feels like they are wrong on him
  • 8 years old james who pulls a very special prank on his grandma after she misgendered him and used his dead name and didn’t apologize. the prank involved fish, a handbad and a lot of eggs.
  • 9 years old james who is very glad because his parents have officially changed his name and his dead name is now completely forgotten
  • 10 years old james who starts to worry that he’ll have to explain to an entire school he’s not a girl bc he is starting to get more and more misgendered by strangers ( in shops for exemple ) and he knows there are a lot of transphobe out there
  • 11 years old james who is getting to hogwarts and cross the path of one rather chubby boy who called him a girl, but noticed the hurt in his eyes and immediatly asked for the correct pronouns and apologized, before to offer him a chocolate frog. and that is how james and peter became friends. later that day he will get equally positive reactions fro the oher guys in the boy dorm he lives in
  • 12 years old who first learns hexes with sirius to “punish” bigots, with the help of their quiet and pacifist friend remus who is a bit too enthusiastic about this whole thing
  • 13 years old james who starts to notice the pretty red hair girl in their year and feels something is different with her, like she is not the same as anyone he ever met. also 13 years old james potter who receives a binder for christmas because puberty is starting to do her job. pomfrey starts to tlk to him about some hormones potion who might help him. he is not sure if he wants to, though and he declines the offer for now
  • 14 years old james who had his first period, and he excepted them to be very disphoric and awful but really they are alright and he doesn’t mind them. he feels very at ease with his body andmaybe he still faces predjudices sometimes but most of people just doesn’t care about what’s in between his legs ( well… not in a bigoted way at least, bc he definitely has the attention of many students ) including his beautiful lily, and he shouldn’t be so relieved of it bc it is only basic human decency but he still is.
  • 15 years old james who is becoming an animagus and sees his is a stag and not a doe and when he changes back he is crying, because even if he is very confident in his validity and masculinity it feels so right and so good
  • 16 years old james who is called transphobic slurs by snivellus and he is bout to hex the shit out of him but lily is faster and she just punches him in the face and yells at him. after five good minutes of yelling she turns to james and apologizes for fighting his fight and has an entire conversation with him without insulting him.
  • 17 years old james who is dating lily and they are about to have sex for the first time and she warns him that actually she is trans too, but it’s less “seeable” than for james. james’s reaction is genuine excitement bc that’s another thing they have in common
  • 18 years old james who is getting married with the love of his life in a perfect tuxedo and lily is gorgeous in her wedding dress and the world is in flames but they don’t care right now because they are in love and married
  • 19 years old james who feels nauseous and hasn’t has his period in a while for some reason and holy fuck lily we are in trouble
  • 20 years old james who is pregnant and proud but the world is cruel to men with an uterus and a baby in it. when his pregnancy starts to become more noticeable, he goes less and less outside and starts to feel confined. they finally go into hiding and he can’t go out at all. but finally he gives birth to a beautiful child who’s all he wants in life and is beautiful and he’s crying bc this feels so good
  • 21 years old james who is the proud dad of little harry and have an happy married life with lily and he knows that war will be over soon and then we will have that forever in peace

asexual james potter

  • teenage james potter who always believed people were joking when they said they wanted someone to have sex with them
  • teenage james potter who didn’t completely got gay!sirius’s rambling about how men were so talented and great and could do amazing stuffs with their hands james you wouldn’t believe and felt slightly uncomfortable, but sure this is just because sirius is like his brother and he shouldn’t hear about his sex life, right ?
  • teenage james potter who is given a porn magazine by an older student and starts to ask technical questions about how is this girl supposed to be so flexible instead of “enjoying it” 
  • teenage james potter who is very in love with teenage lily evans who is tired of his flirting and tells him to go and try to shag someone else potter and he realizes he is supposed to have sexy thoughts about her and yet he never had
  • teenage james potter who starts to realize he never even thought about a person in this way
  • teenage james potter who freaks out bc wizarding sex education is completely heteronormative and stupid
  • teenage james potter who doesn’t know what to do and tell the marauders about it, and listen to peter telling him about asexuality ( bc pete’s parents were the most tolerant in the world, fight me on this )
  • teenage james potter who is relieved that this is a thing, and he is probably not alone in hogwarts, but also a tiny bit scared bc not anyone is as tolerant as the marauders
  • teenage james potter who embraces his sexual orientation and wears only purple, white, gray and black for weeks
  • teenage james potter who comes out to lily in year 6, and she understands he was really in love with her and he didn’t just find her hot, obviously
  • so of course teenage lily evans who starts to fall in love with this stupid boy
  • ( and they finally starts to date in seventh year, and they cuddle all the time bc james fucking love that )
  • teenage james potter who wants to have sex with lily bc lily seems to want it
  • teenage james potter who doesn’t really like it but love to see lily’s face when he touches her like that
  • teenage james potter who is very very aceand will punch the shit out of you if you tell him he haven’t meet the right person yet bc he is with lily and he is still very very ace

imagine remus lupin waking up from what is just another full moon at hogwarts with his friends. except it doesn’t feel like any other full moon.

the first thing he notices is that there are more scratches and scars that there never was. even the night he was alone at home.

the second thing he notices is that his friends aren’t all around his bed. one of them is missing, and the other two are too quiet.

the third thing he notices is the painful, pitying looks on their face, and the hands on the rare inches of his skin that aren’t scarred.

the fourth thing he notices is how james is opening his mouth but isn’t speaking, like he was looking for his words. and james potter never thinks before to talk, he says the first thing which comes to his mind and this is more worrying than anything else.

the fifth thing he notices is the wounds on his friend’s arm, and they look just like claw’s marks and he panics because what have i done and he has all these thoughts about the million of possible scenarios of what might have happen and he thinks that maybe he hurted sirius too and that’s why he isn’t there.

the sixth thing he notices is that james is speaking, but in his panic he hadn’t heard a word of it.

the seventh thing he notices are the words james is slowly repeating or him, and he understands that severus had done something and sirius had told him something, and he hears that no one is hurt and that it wasn’t his fault.

the eighth thing he notices is the way peter looks at him, full of compassion, as he asks james to just say it.

the ninth thing he notices is the long sufferering sigh james has before to finally say the words.

the tenth thing he notices is the cold wet trail on his cheeks, even if he haven’t processed the news already.

the eleventh thing he notices is his own screams, as he yells at james that he won’t do that, you’re lying, where is he, there must be a misunderstanding, james tell me the truth, please, please

the twelth thing he notices is that his screams don’t make sense anymore and that he’s sobbing uncontrollably and the weight of the world is on his shoulders again and it fucking hurts.

the thirteenth thing he notices is that peter and james’s arms are around him and he feels awful and he’s back at the st mungo’s hospital bed where he learned that he was now a monster and that he thought his dad would abandon him, and he just cries all he can because there is nothing else to do.

the one thing he doesn’t notice is the boy who’s on the other side of the wooden door and who wants nothing else but to go in but he knows james would fucking kill him if he dared, so he just waits outside even if there’s nothing to wait for.

the marauders’ favorite clothes

obviously sirius’ is his leather jacket. i really like the hc that it was remus who bought him for his birthday, but that’s not the only reason. it’s the very solid proof of his punkrockness and rebellion. he would have tons of pins, from bands and against discrimination ( not only blood predjudices but also sexism, homophobia, racism, etc… ). once james spilled his pumpkin juice on it and sirius fucking cried.

remus’s is not ( surprise ! ) a jumper. it’s his old gryffindor scarf. of course the guys call him a nerd when he says that, but it’s true. it’s the symbol of his humanity. it’s a normal item, that everyone has, and therefore makes him feel normal. it’s also the reminder that despite the discriminative laws, he was able to go to hogwarts and find friends.

peter’s is his acdc’s tshirt that he got at a concert he went with sirius. neither james nor remus could go so they had a good time together, and peter didn’t feel like he was less of a marauder than the others.

and james’s is, of fucking course, his quidditch uniform. he secretely wears it on weekend, when no one is watching. in seventh year, he learns that lily secretely loves it too and he starts wearing it just for her.

okay but imagine the marauders and lily casually chatting in year 6 and at some point sirius makes a sex joke, and lily complains that he’s “too much of a perv to date poor innocent remus” and sirius just burst of laughing and rolls under the table and holds his ribs and moony is blushing a bit but really he’s laughing too.

and that’s how everyone discovered remus’ true nature.

headcanon that when sirius started to make up, he tried to convince the other marauders to try it to.

so peter didn’t really like the feeling of having something on his face. so he doesn’t do it usually, but if sirius wants to test something he will be willing to be the victim. also dark lipstick suits him quite well.

remus isn’t a great fan of make-up, and he won’t ever wear some on a normal day, but for parties and important occasions he likes to borrow some of his boyfriend’s stuffs and have fun ( sirius is really really appreciative of that and sometimes throws off parties just to see how pretty his moony is ). what suits remus the most is pale natural eyeshadow bc he has the prettiest eyes.

and james. james is so in love with make-up. he loves to have colours on his face and painted nails. he also completely sucks at it so sirius has to do it for him. when they do it, they sit on sirius’s bed and giggle while talking about their crush.

about the lupins

first of all : lyall and hope lupin are the most loving couple in the world. i think most of wizard/muggle couples are because they were trusting enough to tell them the truth, but hope and lyall are particularly close. they trust each other and forgive each other. they are just perfect for eachother and every one knows it as soon as they see them together. they share a sweet and soft love that nothing could ever bring down.

about remus : before he was bitten, he was closer from his father than his mother. he was very close of hope too, but his dad was his personnal hero, the man he would dream to become one day. they have many things in common and share a lot of stuffs, even though lyall is often at work.

but after the attack, things change. remus doesn’t know the circumstances of the bite yet, so he isn’t mad at lyall. but lyall is feeling terribly guilty, he thinks his son is better off without him. the only thing that stopped him from leaving the house was hope, who tried to make him feel like it wasn’t his fault and they still loved him. it still takes years for him to get close to remus again, but their relationship is changed forever. he loves his son with all his heart, but he hates himself.

so remus gets step by step closer to his mum. since she’s a muggle, she doesn’t have the same predjudices against werewolves than wizard. because she started to believe in magic so oh sure, she can believe that werewolves are nice most of the time. and since remus can’t do loud games outside with his friends anymore, he starts to appreciate his mother’s quiet presence. she’s the one that introduces him to books, and shows him all her favorite movies. she is the first to call him “professor lupin” because he always tries to teach her things he read ( most of the time she already knows them but she plays along and pretends ). the two of them are as close as a child and his parent can be.

remus cannot even understands the concept of parents not loving their child with all their hearts.