having a tumblr crush is all fun and gay until you realize you’re having actual feelings for them
Étiquette : i overshare
so today the entire drama club went dancing out under the rain and it was magnificent
(also there were no less than three kisses under the rain)
therapist : *before even asking me how im doing* i think you’re doing much better 😀
me : actually i think i…
therapist : much better 😀
me : im having the worst depressive episode…
therapist : much. better. 😀
me : i mean im literally having suici…
therapist : much! better! 😀
normal people’s nightmares : falling from a cliff, being chased, getting lost
my nightmares : i meet thomas sanders, one of my fav person in the world. i am brave enough to go and talk to him. he is super nice and agrees to take a pic and chats for a bit. he asks for my name. my parents are here. i have to introduce myself by my dead name. i never get to correct it. he will always remember me by the wrong name and pronouns
when you have no chill so you woo your tumblr crush for months via anon asks which you sign with a nickname, then give them a hint about your identity and then proceed to change your main blog’s banner to said nickname and its bio to “yes *crush name* you have found me”
… someone please teach me how to flirt normally…
*after sending a risky text* : come onnnn please answer
*when they answer* : oh my god im not ready to see what they said i’ll just ignore the text
i am a strong, confident enby who can go and shop in the male section
*arrives at male section* everything is terribly ugly and i want to gouge my eyes out
i met a cute girl who had a “stop the trans ban” sign and i didnt get the girl’s number but i did get the sign somehow??? like she just gave it to me???
could have gone worse
i peaked at the age of four when i broke a guy’s tibia. the overall quality of my being had only deteriorated ever since. i’ll never be as cool and confident than i was at this point and that’s something i have to live with everyday.
listen, im not catholic or anything but with this huge fucking storm we’re having im half counvinced that soon the rain will turn into blood and the apocalypse and last judgement will be upon us