aaaaah I went to see a play that I really looked forward too, but turns out there was a lot of suicide talk and I couldn’t appreciate the play because I was just so fucking triggered

thanks for ruining this for me, depression

y’all

on Wednesday I casually came out to my therapist as asexual. not quite comfortable enough to talk about being aro, but it’s a step

I’ve been feeling quite productive and energetic for the past few days, and was able to get some work done

and tonight I’m feeling a bit meh but no part of me is saying that I’m about to go into a full blown depressive episode and that the good days can only last so long

am I… in a good place right now? I haven’t been for so long but… I think I might be

years after the trend, elliot fucking finally starts playing pokemon go

my head feels blurry

me: the cat told me I should drop out of college so I can spend more time petting her

my dad: yeah well then good thing that the cat doesn’t get a vote in family discussions

me: of course she doesn’t get a vote, she’s the dictator of this apartment

someone : what’s your style like?

me, an emo : depression but make it fashion

I am too old to be having a gender crisis

pic is lame but I love my hair here

i’ve been friends with the same people for so long that i forgot how closed off i am to strangers.

still working on answering everyone’s supportive asks (which i will, individually, it’s very important to me) but im too exhausted for now

and it’s very normal to be exhausted after what happened, it’s just that i have so many extra classes and appointments this week so im basically just going to those and then sleeping

can’t wait for the weekend so i can sleep even more