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anger level :

i just wrote a cover of “what is this feeling” from wicked with elphaba as me and gelinda as the gender binary…

im sharing it…

okay so this is by no means perfect but
i had a lot of fun writing and singing it so im sharing it anyway !

(elliot is me, this is from the pov of an afab non binary person)

also warnings : mention of
misgendering, people supporting the gender binary and
transphobia/exorsexism

 

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Binary :
[spoken] Dear worldwide fans and admirers…

Elliot :
[spoken] …Dear friends

Both :
There’s been some confusion over gender here, you see…

Elliot : But
of course I will stand my ground

Binary : But
of course I’ll riiiiise above it

Both : For I
know that’s how you’ld want me to respond. Yes.

There’s been some
confusion for you see my hostress/AGAB
is…

Binary :
Unusually and exceedingly unwilling and altogether quite hard to
categorize…

Elliot :
Female.

Binary :
What is this feeling, so sudden and new ?

Elliot : I
felt the moment I laid eyes on you

Binary : My
pulse is rushing.

Elliot : My
head is reeling.

Binary : My
face is flushing !

Both : What
is this feeling ?

Fervid as a flame

Does it have a
name ?

Yes…

Loathing !
Unadulterated loathing !

Binary : For
your name !

Elliot :
Your boxes !

Binary :
Your pronouns !

Both : Let’s
just say- I loathe it all !

Every little
trait how ever small

Makes my very
flesh begin to crawl

With simple utter
loathing !

There’s a strange
exhilaration

In such total
detestation !

It’s so pure,
it’s so stroooong !

True it did not
come quite that fast

Still I do
believe that it will last.

And I will be
loathing, loathing you,

My whole life
long !

Ensemble :
Dear Binary, you are just too good !

How do you stand
them, I don’t think I could !

They’re a terror,
they’re a rebel

We don’t mean to
show a bias

But Binary you’re
a martyr !

Binary :
Well, these things are sent to try us…

Ensemble :
Poor Binary, forced to reside

With someone so
unwilling to side !

We just want to
tell you, we’re all on your side !

Both : What is this feeling,

So sudden and new ?

I felt the moment I laid eyes on you !

My pulse is rushing

My head is reeling

Oh, what is this feeling ?

Does it have a name ?

Yes…

Loathing !

Ensemble : We share your loathing,

Unadulterated loathing

For their name, their box, their
pronouns !

Let’s just say- We loathe it all !

Ev’ry little trait, however small

Makes our very flesh begin to crawl

Ahhh…

Loathing !

Both :
There’s a strange exhilaration, (loathing!)

In such total
detestation, (loathing!)

It’s so pure,
it’s so stroooong ! (so strong!)

True, it did not
come quite that fast,

But I do believe
that it will last !

And I will be
loathing for forever, (loathiiiing…)

Loathing, truly
deeply, (loathiiiing…)

Loathing you,
(loathing you…)

My whole life
long !

Ensemble :
Loathing, unadulterated loathing !

Elliot :
Boo !

Binary :
Ah !