you : i wrote a fanfic and also made some cute little fan doodles 🙂

me, an intellectual : i have created a 3D online house for all these characters to live in. i downloaded all the tiny little furnitures and some specific books to decorate their rooms. i’ve spent hours researching house plans and complaining that we, as a society, have suddenly stopped making normal-sized closet. i just started crying because i cant get the stairs to look like i want them to. my soul have ascended to a higher level of fandom

so recently i’ve been questioning my irl name… bc idk it doesn’t bother me per say but it doesn’t exactly feel like my name, for a lot of reasons…

i wanna try and experiment with different names but all the ones i like are english… and also i have too many jokes around my irl names that i wouldn’t want to lose…

urgh why is everything so complicated???

FOR FUCK’S SAKE IM DOING THIS AGAIN

YOU’RE ALLOWED TO LOVE A TROPE EVEN IF IT HAS BEEN “DEBUNKED”

YOU’RE ALLOWED TO HC A CHARACTER A CERTAIN WAY EVEN IF IT HAS BEEN “PROVEN” TO BE OOC

YOU’RE ALLOWED TO LOVE AN HC EVEN ITS “JUST FASHIONABLE CHARACTERIZATION”

YOU’RE ALLOWED TO WRITE ON A THEORY THAT HAS BEEN PROVEN WRONG

YOU’RE ALLOWED TO HAVE FUN WITH YOUR FANDOM EXPERIENCE BECAUSE GUESS THE FUCK WHAT??? IT’S WHAT FANDOM IS MEANT TO BE ABOUT IN THE FIRST PLACE

IF ANYONE TRIES TO POLICE WHAT YOU ARE OR AREN’T ALLOWED TO HEADCANON, PUNCH THE FUCK OUT OF THEM

NOW GO AND WRITE THAT “”“ STUPID”“” HEADCANON YOU LIKE SO MUCH