everyone : wow, i’m doing this and this on valentine’s day, it’s so cute i’m so excited

me : on valentine’s day i’ll be playing shakespeare in front of people judging me for my acting game and then cry because of all the things i have done wrong AND THEN GO BACK ON STAGE for the second time in the same evening even though i’ll probably be exhausted and then go back home and sleep

unchatsurlestoits:

Is there a movie or a TV show that has totally changed your life? Not kidding, it happens, when you feel like something has really changed your perspective. Did it happen to you?

it was with dr who ( so i guess thank you @puhleasethebookwaswaybetter ) which really revealed the fangirl i was meant to be.

do I sound extremely soppy if I say i was really lonely back then and it somehow made me feel better ? probably.
but i’m gonna say it anyway.

and i dunno, it’s the fandom which opened me up to the whole fandom thing. which made me realized a nerd was not always alone in his cave, but also chatting with other fans, creating art or fanfics, and going to comicons.

it changed that, and also made me more aware of my own creativity i think. in the way it revealed how i love to draw and write and imagine around some subject. and that plays a big part in my life, everyday.

if i ever say i’m supporting you, please do not imagine me with a hand on your shoulder and a hot chocolate. imagine me like a bloody supporter in a boxing match yelling"YAY YOU CAN DO THIS BABE THAT’S RIGHT YAS YOU GO GIRL"