honestly shoutout to @tarranzeiguane not only for being an amazing person, but also more especially for not rolling her eyes at me everytime i ask her “but what should i text back? did she imply anything by this? does the emoji choice mean anything???”

peter : i am so mad at you right now

james : hello so mad at you right now, i’m james!

peter : you are dead to me

james : im pretty sure my name is james, not dead to me

peter : this. this is why im selling you to the dark lord

so a few days ago, a bit of traumatic memory reached out to me

it hurt very much at first, but i know it only meant to say “you’ve been repressing me for a long time, and it’s time for you to acnowledge my existence and the impact i still have on you today”

and im grateful for that. that memory is right : it’s time for me to work on it so i can learn to live with it and eventually move on, instead of pretending it doesnt exist or that it was very minor

once i was past the first hurt of remembering it, i was happy for the memory to have reached out

I JUST WISH THAT MEMORY HAD STAYED REPRESSED JUST ANOTHER WEEK. SERIOUSLY SOME OF US HAVE FINALS

my phone isnt working AGAIN and now i cant type comments on AO3. fuck this shit

harrypotterconfessions:

We’d all like to think we’ll be as brave and loyal as Sirius or Lupin when the time came but if the stakes were real, if you were on a murdering psycho’s radar, who knows how you’d react. Peter giving up Lily and James to save himself isn’t some confusing, unbelievable or unrealistic thing. I’d say it’s even kind of understandable.

if you would be so kind as to reblog this if you feel insecure about your writing skills.

sanderstalker:

Veary much so.

Just wanted to remind you that you are a great person and your drama teacher sucks. Hope everything gets better 💓💓

i mean it might soon but it might not and i dont want my hopes to be crushed since it’s what just happened with the “well at least i wont ever have to deal with this teacher anymore” thing… but thank you ❤ ❤