Auteur : jkdestroyedourbestgayships

for the aesthetic theme ask: 1975 please? :)

(already done, but i feel like redoing this one again, it’s nice)
1975 : first happy memory that comes to your mind?
my birthday with my friends. it was just… incredibly sweet of them to this for me, and they were all so nice and happy and we had fun and ate a great cake and i received a giant stuffed “platypus” (Truth is we still dont know what animal it’s supposed to be). truly one of my most treasured memory

11:11 please?

11:11 : name three wishes and why you wished for them
im gonna wish for three very typical wishes, but for extremely selfish reasons
World Peace. End of pollution and other environemental damages. Immediate end of all types of discrimation in the world.
maybe when all of those finally happen i can recover and feel better and be out and have a better life instead of whatever i have right now. and then i can listen to the news without wanting to… you know.

Plants, cactus and sunrise for the aesthetic asks

already done cactus 😉
Plants : pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them
hmmmm probably my friend AD. because i know if we did we would be able to laugh about the silliest thing but then get a little bit more personal and poetic… oh and maybe then we could read a wajdi mouwad play while stargazing and making up poetic things ourselves… maybe hold hands a bit too, bc holding hands is the best, dont @ me. and i know that not only would she be able to provide all of these wonderful things, i know we would both just enjoy it a lot.
Sunrise : pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally
(this one was hard bc i’m not a very quote-y person? anyway i ended up picking something… idk, you be the judge)
“Suffering isn’t a contest”
sooo i think this is just from a Tumblr post that i still come across from time to time? anyway it’s something i struggle a lot with. i have this fear of having faked it all, because if i dont do feel like this or do that, then surely im okay and ive just been a huge drama queen about something inconsequential? so this is something i often need to remind myself, bc it’s very very true and maybe if i repeat it enough time maybe one day i’ll believe it

1975

1975 : what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, happy or otherwise?
this one is tough bc obviously since I’m in a dark spot my memories are all clouded… but the other day thomas sanders watched a video where i was starring so technically, he saw me and knows i exist! i think that’s pretty cool and it put me in a very good mood

aesthetic themed ask list

starshoppjng:

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

fin.