me: wow I’m so sad 😦 maybe I should read something to cheer me up :(((
fanfiction tagged: angst, self-esteem issues, grief, illness, hurt, major character death
me:
any of you reading my stuff ever
FOR FUCK’S SAKE IM DOING THIS AGAIN
YOU’RE ALLOWED TO LOVE A TROPE EVEN IF IT HAS BEEN “DEBUNKED”
YOU’RE ALLOWED TO HC A CHARACTER A CERTAIN WAY EVEN IF IT HAS BEEN “PROVEN” TO BE OOC
YOU’RE ALLOWED TO LOVE AN HC EVEN ITS “JUST FASHIONABLE CHARACTERIZATION”
YOU’RE ALLOWED TO WRITE ON A THEORY THAT HAS BEEN PROVEN WRONG
YOU’RE ALLOWED TO HAVE FUN WITH YOUR FANDOM EXPERIENCE BECAUSE GUESS THE FUCK WHAT??? IT’S WHAT FANDOM IS MEANT TO BE ABOUT IN THE FIRST PLACE
IF ANYONE TRIES TO POLICE WHAT YOU ARE OR AREN’T ALLOWED TO HEADCANON, PUNCH THE FUCK OUT OF THEM
NOW GO AND WRITE THAT “”“ STUPID”“” HEADCANON YOU LIKE SO MUCH
me when someone wants to follow my insta/twitter : hmmmmm do i actually know you? have i talked to you at least ten times? do i trust you enough to let you know that i saw a cat the other day?
me when someone follows my tumblr : welcome perfect stranger as a thank you gift for following me here is a complete summary of my three last mental breakdowns, my credit card infos are-
James is Facebook. the original one that everyone know and have. thinks is the coolest, is not. still some cool shit happening though, once in a while. have a cool side and a nerd side, bad jokes, some really stupid ones.
Remus is Twitter. witty short answers, and then really long inspiring rants. not as popular but everyone loves it once they try. both great clever observations and opinions and “wher the fuk is my cofee too early fr this shit”
Sirius is Instagram. pretty cool and popular. a lot of selfies. also black and white pictures with deep quotes that represent the tortured soul of the artist. and obviously “LOOK AT THIS STIM IT IS BRIGHTLY COLOURED AND IT MOOVES OMG”
Peter is Pinterest. underestimated and unpopular but you realize once in a while that a lot of good shit comes from here. always ready to help, sometimes clingy ( “we made a SPECIAL BUTTON that appear on every picture you will ever view isn’t that amazing” )
well, any hope i had of feeling better once i was back at school and around my friends all the time vanished.
my drama class has always been one of my best sources of comfort, the 3 to 5 hours a week where i just felt nice
and now im skipping it bc my teacher keeps insisting that we have to act in a feminine way, and really play on our “womanhood”… can you feel me exploding with dysphoria?
so anyway i know if i go im just gonna either cry in front of everyone or just curl up in a ball and ignore everything
but if i just keep skipping classes im going to fail my finals and not graduate
so now a thing i really love has been ruined and everything sucks
so i dont know what to do. probably just cry.
update : the situation just got even worse. honestly i dont know how im gonna go back to class
I really hope things will get better for you. In the mesnwhile, hang in there❤️
thank you 💛 i mean being booped by a kitty definitely always brighten up my day