henlo, how are you?

hi! sorry it took me a few days to answer, i was on a weekend trip and i hate answering asks on mobile!

actually, let me take this as an opportunity to give people who were worried an update:

so, my therapist (psychologist, technically, but i don’t know shit about american terms) decided i was in a worrying place and told my parents that i was suicidal. so we went to the hospital, they gave us some emergency meds to take if i ever have a crisis like that again, and reccomended i get a psychiatrist that will probably prescribe me some antidepressants (which honestly is a relief)

problem? there are only 2 psychiatrists available near me and one is unsure whether they’ll be able to take me and the other… is the one that refused to use my chosen name that i complained about a while ago. so. that’s fun.

i’m trying to work things out while also taking care of my health and catching up on classes that i missed (which is hard given that i know no one in any of my classes…) so that’s all very exhausting but hey. at least i went on a nice weekend trip with a friend.

(unrelated but i have a fanfic that is almost ready to be posted, i just need to finish editing! should be out this week!)