I hope you’ll find a way to be in touch with the community without triggering your depression/anxiety. I’m struggling with the same thing, but what I do is follow blogs I know are ace positive, without being focused on it, and I browse ace positivity tags only when I’m in a good place mentally, and I make myself stop looking at them when I notice it’s affecting me. It’s the best balance I have found so far, but it has the downside that I don’t feel like I’m part of the community…