yes but like dude call/text a crisis line/trusted friend and get yourself a therapy appointment. this is NOT normal and you need help. i swear you might feel like “it’s not a big deal since i wont actually do it” but it is.
www.suicidestop.com has a masterlist of crisis textline for all over the world. please visit their website and get help. you wont be taking up their time or anything, it’s their job to do this. you need it. and of you can, please send me confirmation once you’ve done it.
Fuck JKR 