normal people’s nightmares : falling from a cliff, being chased, getting lost

my nightmares : i meet thomas sanders, one of my fav person in the world. i am brave enough to go and talk to him. he is super nice and agrees to take a pic and chats for a bit. he asks for my name. my parents are here. i have to introduce myself by my dead name. i never get to correct it. he will always remember me by the wrong name and pronouns