Hi! Not sure where you are geographically at the moment but Trans Help Line is staffed by very helpful & loving folks! They’re available at either of these numbers: US: (877) 565-8860 CANADA: (877) 330-6366 At these times: Trans Lifeline operators are available 18 hours a day every day of the week, pacific time: 8am to 2am & volunteer operators may be available during off hours. Hope this helps! If you’re not in the US or Canada they are also on Twitter at @translifeline. Sending warm vibes!