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so recently, this blog had started to give me anxiety bc i feel like i post less than usual…

and i know this is stupid because i literally posted a fanfic like less than a week ago? so its not like im absent or whatever

but anyway i know it’s mainly bc ive been getting involved in another fandom so im scared that this blog will somehow resent me… bc yes, pace, blogs are sentient beings, we all know that…

anyway i dont really know where im going with this? just… idk. my anxiety is telling me “you should always be posting or your followers will hate you” and at the same time “no one cares about what you post anyway, they hate seeing you on their dash” and its all very stupid… but i’m working on that.

so that’s just me oversharing stuffs, like i always do… this is a very messy post, i apologize.

so i guess i mainly wanted to say that if you actually like my blog, and you felt like i was posting less (which is not really true im really really trying to keep this in mind) then im sorry? and i am trying to post as much as i can, im really doing my best

im responding to all the responses here, because its just conveniant

@jilylicious thanks :’) it actually really helps to hear it from you because i still love your blog. im trying to be okay with everything, im really trying

@waywardtimelord thank you 💛 it helps to know there are actual people who still care about this blog

@dutchbag thank you so much. you’re right, you’re right, i shouldnt be this ashamed for either my disorder or how i cope with it. its nice knowing people want me to do that too

@ephemeral18 you’re one amazing human being, you know that? 💛 thank you, those are some words i should try and remember more often