Because, you see, the thing is Remus, I’m not here to try to save you. I’m just here to love you. And loving you means being there for you when you’re healthy, when you’re sick, or even when you’re dying. You’re so concerned, so worked up, about the idea of me being broken by watching you get sicker, but the thing is, the thing that is breaking me is not being there with you while it happens.