persiansiriusblack:

  • James Potter is a trans boy
  • He ruffles his hair, not because it makes him feel cool and like a rebel, but because he’s always anxious about passing and he thinks the messiness helps
  • He loves quidditch and always pushes himself harder than anyone else in practice because he loves flying and loves the sport yeah, but he also loves that a good workout helps his body dysphoria, and he can’t wait to have all of the muscles 
  • When he came out to his parents his mom hugged him, and his dad made a joke about “thank God, the potter name will live on”
  • But James still sometimes feels like he upset the perfect family his parents once thought they had 
  • He talks to Remus about this over mugs of hot chocolate late at night in the common room
  • Remus tells James that he’s worried his parents can only think of him as a monster
  • and James tells Remus he’s worried his parents can only think of him as their daughter 
  • Which is also why every time Lily Evans rejects James he overreacts just a little bit, because deep down he’s worried he’s not “enough of a guy” for her or that she doesn’t want to be with him because he’s trans
  • Even though, he pays attention to how she interacts with people, and he knows how accepting and understanding and tolerant she is
  • which is why he fell in love with her in the first place 

all of this. yes.

Laisser un commentaire